Showing posts with label Little Arkansas River. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Little Arkansas River. Show all posts

Sunday, July 12, 2009

A stretch of river LVI: Of carp and blog posts

They once grew 'em kinda weird out here on the prairie. Children, too. Image found here, about which more later.

There's a fellow I see, oh, every couple of weeks or so, fishing off the Murdoch Street bridge in the mornings. I've seen him often enough, in fact, that we feel comfortable enough to exchange greetings. One morning, a while back, when he was busy landing a fish, I asked him what he was fishing for. "Catfish," he said, though what he'd caught right then was a large carp. Not good eating. He'd throw it back as soon as he landed it. When I asked him about how big the catfish get there by the bridge piers, he said, "Well, last year I caught one you could fit a half-gallon milk jug into its mouth." So, he keeps returning. Who wouldn't, after catching such a fish as that?

I've mentioned before that there are some pretty large fish in my little section of the Little Arkansas; they splash about in the mornings, catching insects and, on occasion, startling Scruffy and me when they're especially close to the shore. Those are the carp. Catfish, as you probably know, like nothing better than to lay on a river- or creekbottom, waiting for their food to drift by. It would figure, wouldn't it, that the fish that make the most noise are the ones least desirable.

As with fish, so with blog posts here of late. The regular visitor(s) has/have probably noticed that I've not posted in a while. No catfish, as it were; lots of carp splashing about that make me smile for a bit, but then I get to thinking about them and I say, Why trouble my reader(s) with THAT? But sometime last night or earlier this morning, someone left a pretty large carp along the path, and that made me think, Well, time to show folks my stringer, such as it is.

There are some nibbles, down there below the surface. Patience is required.

In the meantime, here are a couple of sites some of you might be interested in visiting:

Awful Library Books. In which a couple of librarians who work at a public library expound on the virtues of updating a collection. Librarian snark is also kinda fun, in an Inside Baseball sort of way.

Kansas Mediocrity--the source of the picture at the top of this post. It's brand new and so is still finding itself, but its lodestar is in its title . . . though I'd have to say that that picture is anything but mediocre.

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Friday, December 12, 2008

A stretch of river LV: Renewable resource

Collecting empties,
He will get money for them
And buy some full ones.

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Friday, October 31, 2008

A stretch of river LIV: "I am a"

I know I said yesterday that I'd be away from here, but while Scruffy and I walked about this early morning in a light fog and I reflected on that misty, hazy thing called Identity and thinking about Leopold Bloom in Ulysses who could not supply even a single word to complete the phrase you see in this post's title, I decided that I could not rest without expressing my deep envy of Rashid Khalidi and the fame/notoriety (you may choose) he has gained during the week.

Oh, to have a name that reveals to all one's essence, one's beliefs and prejudices and convictions without those people's feeling compelled to ask that person to confirm or deny! Does that not simplify matters for him now, as both a professional (no more vitae to submit!) and a human being? Oh, to have a signifier so firmly linked to the signified that is my person that I, like Khalidi appears to be, could also be a walking, living, breathing refutation of that silly Saussurean notion that that signifier/signified relation is arbitrary!

I am serious about this.

It's for that reason, as well as the fact that the Democratic Party's nominee for President has now made it safe for people with funny-sounding names to run for political office, that I feel compelled, in anticipation of my possible future run for an elected position, to begin explaining to my potential future electorate just who I am. Yes, "begin": for what person's life is ever completely written before his/her death? (Except for Khalidi, of course, that lucky guy!) As you'll see, it's a good thing I'm getting a head start on things.

Everything that follows is true (in the Wikipedian, somewhere-someone-has-said-it sense of "true"), and that is to my distinct disadvantage--hence the above-mentioned envy.

To begin: I have a Norwegian last name, but ethnically I am mostly German. But that's the easy part . . . ::cue ominous docudrama-style cellos:: . . . or appears to be, as you'll see. I have no conscious memory of being anything other than a Lutheran; yet my birth was first recorded in a Baptist church registry (it precedes by two days the date the facts of my birth were submitted by my parents to the State of Texas . . . and, you know, both those documents say I was born on April 25, 1962 in Austin, Texas, but who really knows? After all, the birth certificate that I have--state seal and everything--was issued to me in . . . 1981). Yet . . . the family story is . . .

. . . that the pastor of the church was initially resistant to enter my name in the registry because my first and middle name had, to his mind, an unfortunate denominational association. Mom told me once that before he entered my name he actually suggested some other middle names for me that she said were "awful." But, she stuck to her guns: after all, I had gone unnamed for a couple of days (she and Daddy had a girl's name all picked out but hadn't yet settled on a boy's name, and my arrival caught them flat-footed--I proved to be chromosomally uncooperative).

Well, thanks, Mom. You've made a mess of my religious affiliation for me and my future political biography: Who is this guy really? Is he liturgically-oriented? High church? Or does he latently prefer his pastors in a coat and tie rather than albs and stoles? Immersion or sprinkling? And wait till the Missouri Synod and Wisconsin Synod folks find out he's ELCA: they'll have a field day with that Communion-every-Sunday and full communion with the Episcopalians and UCC stuff.

And the name bit: Norwegian surname but mostly German ethnically?? Yup: My ancestors came to Texas from Norway in the 1840s; they had sons; about the only other Lutheran women to marry in Austin were Germans; and they (on what became my side of the family) kept producing sons, who found German girls to marry, who gave birth to more sons . . . you detect a pattern by now, I suspect. It's a mixed blessing that I've broken that pattern, having fathered two girls . . . with French first names.

(Hmm, my future opponents' robo-call scriptwriters muse: Norwegian surname . . . a bit of Quisling in him, perhaps, or is there some pagan (!) Viking yet lurking in him like some vicious mole of nature? Ethnic German . . . bet he loves Wagner. Heh, heh. So, he'd either sell his own people out or run roughshod over the mongrel races of the world. And the Lutherans didn't exactly cover themselves in glory when the Nazis came to power, Bonhoeffer notwithstanding . . . and that Luther guy was an anti-Semite, too, wasn't he? He's a walking, talking La Brea Tar Pit of ensnaring contradictions and nasty associations. Too bad that kids are off limits--otherwise, we'd have a field day with the fact that this guy gave them French names, of all things.)

Depending on one's viewpoint, my political future is looking either ever more hopeful or ever more audacious.

Well. That pretty much covers the circumstances of the hazy record of my birth, my ethnicity, and my religion(s). Never mind what I've said to people, what I've written, here and elsewhere (which, come to think of it, might provide still further complications, what with my academic interests in narratives of interracial relationships). I think I've amply demonstrated, by implication, why I so envy Khalidi. One look at my name, and immediately the questions arise. One look at his name, though, and many, many, many people, without knowing anything else about him, know everything they want to about him.

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

A stretch of river LIII: Frost on the grass, stars in the sky

Thoreau's cabin at Walden Pond.

[I]f a man would be alone, let him look at the stars. The rays that come from those heavenly worlds, will separate between him and what he touches. One might think the atmosphere was made transparent with this design, to give man, in the heavenly bodies, the perpetual presence of the sublime. Seen in the streets of the cities, how great they are! If the stars should appear one night in a thousand years, how would men believe and adore; and preserve for many generations the remembrance of the city of God which had been shown! But every night come out these envoys of beauty, and light the universe with their admonishing smile.--Ralph Waldo Emerson, "Nature"
I confess to being a bad Transcendentalist this morning as Scruffy and I walked through the park. For a little while, at least.

Yesterday was chilly, yes, but this morning . . . where had our pleasantly-cool fall mornings gone? Just before sunrise is the coldest part of the morning, as most people know; and this morning--well below freezing, a heavy frost on the ground and vapor rising off the river--found me underdressed and that dawning awareness coming upon me slowly and, when it did arrive, found me on the other side of the river--pointless by that time to return for something heavier. So, yeah: Thoreau in Walden one day disparages the rain that causes him to postpone his fishing trip but later thinks that the rain, being good for the grass, was also good for him; I'm afraid I was not nearly so gracious regarding the frost on the grass's possibly being good for my rapidly-numbing fingers. Add to this Scruffy's--as it seemed to me--deliberately seeking out and smelling Every. Little. Odoriferous. Spot. no matter how far off our route it might lay, and . . . sorry, Henry and Ralph. I just wanted to get home and get warm.

At one point, though, as I cursed my luck this morning for having far-too-casually decided four years ago that owning a dog would be okay and not taking into account that he'd require walking at least twice a day no matter the weather, not to mention our own obligations of whatever sort--thus feeling I was now laboring under a mistake (thanks, Henry)--I happened to glance up at the sky and see the constellation Orion. One blessing of living in Wichita is that, even in the middle of the city, light-pollution is not so bad and the air is clear enough that many stars are not only easily visible, there have been times in the past when they twinkle so brilliantly that they seem almost audible. This morning was not quite one of those mornings; but, despite my standing under a lamppost at this moment, Orion was easily visible. Just for a moment, I stopped cursing my luck; my mind flashed back to our guide to Teotihuacan two weeks ago telling us that the relative placement of its two main pyramids may have served as a gigantic solar calendar.

I'm no fool: it's safe to assume that the vast, vast majority of the laborers who built Teotihuacan had, shall we say, little choice in the matter. At one level, it's easy to agree with Thoreau when he says in Walden, "As for the Pyramids, there is nothing to wonder at in them so much as the fact that so many men could be found degraded enough to spend their lives constructing a tomb for some ambitious booby, whom it would have been wiser and manlier to have drowned in the Nile, and then given his body to the dogs. I might possibly invent some excuse for them and him, but I have no time for it." But at another level--that of the societal--the mapping of a city (a human-created environment, after all) in accordance with a map of the cosmos rather than one reflecting some strange confluence of local topography and the whims of succeeding generations of residents--a denial of the contingent in favor of the Always There: there's an undeniable grandeur and vision to that that I think Thoreau might also agree with:
Men esteem truth remote, in the outskirts of the system, behind the farthest star, before Adam and after the last man. In eternity there is indeed something true and sublime. But all these times and places and occasions are now and here. God himself culminates in the present moment, and will never be more divine in the lapse of all the ages. And we are enabled to apprehend at all what is sublime and noble only by the perpetual instilling and drenching of the reality that surrounds us. The universe constantly and obediently answers to our conceptions; whether we travel fast or slow, the track is laid for us. Let us spend our lives in conceiving then.
A marvelous word, conceiving, in this context, both its meanings of "understanding" and "to cause to begin life" working equally well here.

Scruffy's always needing walking--not a heck of a lot of transcendence in that. Not this particular morning, at least. But the stars are always there, the sky spinning about but always returning to the same place eventually: that is their wonder. One can not only map a city according to that, one can take that idea and begin to map a life, or re-chart one already mapped.

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Sunday, October 05, 2008

A stretch of river LII: Yet another reason I wish I had a camera

Seen on this morning's walk at one of the other apartment complexes we pass:

A large, shattered piece of plate glass lying on the grass by one of the buildings, in the middle of which was a thick rectangular piece of ceramic with a label on it.

That label reads: "Set the Mood Candleholder."
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Along these lines: Some of you might be intrigued by Unphotographable by Michael David Murphy: often-intense descriptions of scenes that Murphy, a photographer by trade, for various reasons could not or would not photograph. Murphy is such a trained observer and so visually oriented, you end up not wishing he had taken the picture. Your mind's eye more than suffices.

His most recent post:

This is a picture I did not take of a man retrieving items from a recently burned home, walking down the front steps from the porch, holding an American flag in his arms as if it were a child, the flag burnt and brown at the edges, the man cradling it and shaking his head as he walked it to the curb piled high with bags of burned junk.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

A stretch of river LI: In which the Meridian and Scruffy witness something that might as well have occurred on a planet in a galaxy far, far away

Image found here.

Picture, if you will, an early-fall afternoon, the sun slanting goldenly, gloriously through the just-turning leaves of the walnuts and cottonwoods of the northeast corner of Riverside Park. Picture, further, an open space in those trees measuring, oh, a hundred yards in length by 50 or so yards wide, bounded on three sides by the trees and on the fourth by a road which follows the bend in the Little Arkansas. Between that road and the river there's a sidewalk, and it's along that way that Scruffy and I stroll as we trace the perimeter of the park in the afternoons.

On that above-mentioned early-fall afternoon in that open space, Scruffy and I see something that makes us stop and watch for a while. It is a man and his two golden retrievers. The retrievers are not on leashes. They lope about happily in the open space. Their coats gleam just as goldenly as the light that shines on them. The man has with him a toy that resembles a cylindrically-shaped, very well-fed squirrel. He throws it a fair distance (it must be weighted) and one dog fetches it and brings it to him while the other watches in that happy/dumb look bred into all golden retrievers.

The retrievers, their tongues lolling, seem to lope in slow motion, they move so fluidly, the light moving across their coats like liquid.

The light sort of lands with a dull thud on Scruffy.

They are not on leashes.

Scruffy is on a leash; his owner holds its loop in a death-grip. Scruffy looks at them and at me and at them and at me, wistfully, as if to say, "They are not on leashes."

The retrievers return to their owner when he calls them. "Calls them"--not "shouts at them" or "runs after them" or "bribes them with liver treats" or "turns and walks back home, hoping that they'll feel abandoned and follow him home out of fear."

(Now the reader has some insight into why Scruffy is on a leash.)

They do not dawdle or cower when called: they lope that easy lope of theirs up to their owner, their tails wagging.

"You see that magical space, that enchanted glade over there, Scruffy?" I say. "That there is Planet Obedient Dog."

Now it is my turn to look wistfully over there.

"We may never ever get to visit there. But, you know, it's nice to dream we might some day. One small step for a man and his dog . . . "

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

A stretch of river L: Navel-lint-gazing. On a brick and a TV show

Richard Estes, Telephone Booths, 1967. Museo Thyssen-Bornemisza, Madrid. Click to enlarge. Image found here.

I greatly admire photo-realist paintings on an intellectual level: though not a painter myself, I deeply respect the technique and attention to detail--indeed, to the act of seeing--that such paintings require of their makers. But in the end, for me there is something a bit emotionally-chilly about them. They are, by their very nature, dispassionate, closely-, even clinically-observed moments put down on canvas that, in their attention to the scene's surface empiricism, tend to crowd out my attempts to feel an emotional connection to the scene depicted. I don't feel a human face in these paintings--or if one is present, it's turned away from me like those of the callers in Estes' painting. For me, these paintings ultimately are about themselves, their renderings of surface, their getting the plays of light and shadow just so, so it'll look just like a busy row of phone booths somewhere in a Western nation in 1967. While that's fine, when I look into these depictions of halls of mirrors that so many photo-realist paintings are in their essence, I don't see myself in any of those reflecting surfaces, no matter how hard they work to create the illusion that I should be able to.

On the floor by my desk, there's a brick that I occasionally stub my bare toes on. This is not metaphor or allegory: it is there. If I were a touch-typist, I'd be able to look at it as I write these words. (Yeah, yeah: You'll have to trust me on this.) It has made me feel everything from anger at myself for not remembering (again) to move it out of the way to curiosity about its past. For now, I'll put aside considerations of my shortcomings as a housekeeper and concentrate on the latter.

It is one of the thousands of bricks that, along with other fill and debris, was used to build levees and build up low spots along the shoreline of the Little Arkansas over 100 years ago when people began to build residences in this area. One morning this spring, I brought it home with me as Scruffy and I returned home from our walk. My intent was to see if I couldn't find out something, anything, about the brickyard that produced it and see if I couldn't prattle on here about what I found out.

Several toe-stubbings later and with it being almost August, this morning I finally got around to doing a bit of Googling around for an area brickyard, extant or not, with the name Mesch in it. No luck. I have my suspicions that it was used as a paver--it's very heavy for a brick its size (paving bricks are made to be much more dense than bricks used for buildings); one side is smooth and mortarless, and on the other, the name and two raised ridges bracketing the name on either side, along with some traces of mortar (a standard procedure for laying street bricks is/was to set them in mortar)--but beyond that, I cannot make it yield any more information. It is a messenger from the past that, in and of itself, bears no message from that past other than its materiality, its weight and mass, and the place where I found and from which I removed it--which itself is a sort of message (the brick's original intended use, I think it's pretty safe to say, was not levee-building).

None of that is invention. It is attention to these matters, in conjunction and combination with other matters from the past, that are at the essence of what we call History or, as Paul Ricoeur briefly defines it, "reconstructions of the past. . . . [Historians] owe a debt to the past, a debt of recognition to the dead, that makes them insolvent debtors" (Time and Narrative, 3.142-143). This one brick, if I just knew a bit more about it--its maker, the street (or building, as it may be) where it was originally laid, the circumstances that rendered it useless in its original purpose but useful in another--that knowledge would go far in aiding me, an occasional (very) casual historian, in reconstructing the history of my little section of the city of Wichita (once known, I just learned today, as the Peerless Princess of the Plains). This brick, in its small way and many, many degrees of separation later, in part helped make it possible for people to build a building on this site hard by the river from which I can write stuff about this same paving brick's having eroded out of a levee and--oh, the presumption!--presume that you still reading this have decided that that brick might be worthy of a bit of your attention as well (what Ricoeur calls the trace as "sign-effect" (3.120)--the trace in this case being the brick).

So: I look at this brick, grow curious about it, try to find out some things about it, make some reasonable guesses about it, and along with all that drag in a little Ricoeur. Navel-gazing on my part, sure, but I'm also hoping (again, if you've read this far) that some of this might resonate with you as well at some level.

All this brings me to the TV show: Mad Men

It may doubly disqualify me from commenting on this series that I've never seen an episode of it and have no real interest in seeing one. I hasten to add, though, that that's not a judgment as to its quality. But in my meanderings about the blogosphere I keep bumping into commentary on it; and I'm struck by how the topic of discussion in these pieces is, in so many words, "Aside from its fastidious attention to the material and socio-cultural details of the early '60s what does this have to do with me?"

Consider these two observations on the show which I bumped into this morning. The first is by Lance Mannion:

Mad Men is not about the time it's set in, 1960 in Season One, 1962 in Season Two, which begins tonight at 10 EDT on AMC.. The fashions, the trappings, the historical references, the depictions of the, to us, crazy social mores and ridiculously rigid but cartoonish gender roles, the glimpses at the pop culture and fads of the time are meant to place us in an alien world. The Madison Avenue and suburban Ossining are like thos planets on Star Trek where the inhabitants are living as if in Chicago of the 1920s or as if Nazi Germany won World War II or as if the Roman Empire never fell. All the attention to period detail is a trick. We're meant to think of Mad Men as a period piece but creator-producer Matt Weiner and his writers and designers and directors are inventing their own universe in which their are no real people. There are only roles for people to play.
Brendan Bernhard of the NY Sun (via James Wolcott), states things another way:
After all, how many times can you watch the show's star, Don Draper (Jon Hamm), furrow his brow, smoke an herbal cigarette while pretending to smoke a real one, and take a long, pensive pull on a fake alcoholic drink, and convince yourself that this is real drama as opposed to a televised version of an interior decoration magazine?
Yes. I would have said "photorealist painting" instead of "interior decoration magazine," but the ideas is the same: Cultural references as discreetly-deployed throw-pillows. Surface is all. If my meditating on a paving brick is navel-gazing, I get the feeling that watching Mad Men is akin to looking closely at the fibers and colors of the lint collected from the navels of these '60's-era folks. "White cotton! How very early-'60s!" But to what end? If, as Lance says above, it's the intention of "creator-producer Matt Weiner and his writers and designers and directors [to invent] their own universe in which their are no real people," then the makers of Mad Men aren't reconstructing the '60s--they are constructing it, which isn't the same thing as "a debt of recognition to the dead." The show ends up being a celluloid trompe l'oeil that no one contained in it is interested in examining and interrogating (which is, like, you know, what thinking human beings do to their environment from time to time) and thus leaves nothing for the viewer to do but admire. That, of course, is something, and not to be dismissed lightly either. But after a while, I'd think it wouldn't be enough.

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Semi-tangentially, Zunguzungu has a thoughtful meditation on his recent bike-trip along the C&O Canal and the Great Allegheny Passage and the (re)constructions of history he observed along the way. Well worth a visit over at his place, if you have some time to spare.

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Thursday, July 03, 2008

A stretch of river XLIX: Cleaning up the neighborhood

I've noted before in this series that it's not entirely clear to me just who is responsible for the building and maintaining of the path that runs along the apartment complex side of the river: the city, or the complexes themselves. Whoever it is, has been behind in the "maintaining" part of the job, but that doesn't matter for this post, except indirectly. I've also noted before that street people like to congregate here when the weather is warmer. Aside from the usual concerns/complaints made about street people everywhere--and aside from that one fellow who struck a ninja-like pose in front of Scruffy, leading to a predictable result--I personally have no problem with their being there. In fact, this spring we'd begun to strike up friendly conversations with some of them. They seem to like Scruffy, that neighborhood goodwill ambassador.

Someone does have a problem with them, though, and that's what this post is about.

Once upon a time, the city tacitly tolerated the street people's presence here via providing waste receptacles from the parks department, placing them close to where people would congregate for the night. But for the past year, Someone--for convenience, we'll say "They"--has been waging a passive-aggressive battle with these folks. One morning, the waste receptacles were gone and in their place were some official-looking barricades erected at both ends of the apartment side of the river. These barricades have signage announcing that the "Bike Path" is now closed and that people not observing this will be considered in violation of the city's trespassing ordinance. It's not at all clear to me just what would constitute a violation: only bike-riders, or pedestrians, too? If it applies to pedestrians, then what about apartment residents who live within the area demarcated by the barricades who want to stroll along the path--are they, too, in violation of the ordinance? Whatever the case, I can't tell that the barricades have had any sort of effect at all. I still see the occasional bike-rider, but the path's disrepair and a section of steps that are not at all bike-friendly do much more to discourage riders. I finally decided that the signs were directed toward street people, many of whom have bikes and who ride them to the river when they come to stay for the night. But as I say, I didn't notice that the barricades changed much of anything. During this time, They have also cleared much of the bank of its undergrowth, thus making it less attractive to people who want to sleep in the bushes.

While I was away in Mobile, They acted again: They removed most of the benches and some of the other trash cans along the path. The benches are (or were) popular evening congregating and sleeping spots for street people, and the result is now that far fewer of them come to the river. There are some decks that look out on the river, and those remain places that people sleep on/under. So what will be next?, I wondered when I noted that the benches were gone. Will They remove the decks? Fence in the underside? Something more aggressive still?

Due to its location, this stretch of river is just going to attract street people and others who are down on their luck in various ways. It's on the edge of the central business district, across the street from the county jail. Stores that specialize in selling cheap liquor are here. There's an addiction-treatment facility just down the street. Churches in the neighborhood provide food and other aid to homeless and lower-income people. And let's face it: the river is more attractive than an alley. The city of course is perfectly within its rights--and has a responsibility--to appropriately regulate its citizens' behavior. I'm just not sure that passively-aggressively forcing people with few or no housing options to congregate "elsewhere" (read: NIMBY) actually solves anything, for anyone. The street people will find someplace else to congregate; eventually the property-owners will complain; the street people will be nudged out of that area to another Someplace Else, where they'll stay till those property-owners complain, and on it goes.

So, there you have it: fewer street people along our stretch of the Little Arkansas. They have partly succeeded in one version of cleaning up the neighborhood. Now: if They would just have a conversation with this complex's rent-paying residents, who seem intent on making a bigger mess of the grounds than the street people had ever made of the path . . .

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

A stretch of river XLVIII: Close encounters

Before Scruffy and I go on our morning walk, I have two cups of coffee. If I'd known ahead of time what would happen on this morning's version of the walk, though, I would have foregone the coffee.

In the home stretch of our walk, there's a part of the path that comes quite close to the water's edge. We were there when Scruffy suddenly barked and lunged and, right at head-height and not three feet away from me, I heard a growl. I of course turned--anyone would--and there, shinnying up the wooden lamp post I was standing next to, was a young raccoon, just a few months old. Scruffy went into full You-wanna-piece-a-me? mode and my heart was doing its best imitation of a jackhammer. Once it registered with me that it wasn't an adult, I calmed down. Still, that cool morning suddenly had turned quite warm. We moved away and watched it as it struggled to the top of the post and then turn toward us, waiting for us to leave.

This sort of thing doesn't happen every day, of course.

We've startled the occasional possum in the mornings--and they us--as they toddle on to wherever they den up for the day, but I've never felt the desire to make note of those encounters here. I have a low regard for possums, for one thing: for all their uniqueness as the Western Hemisphere's only marsupial, they are loathsome animals. I have considerable respect for raccoons, though (even as I thought about this one this morning that it needs to do a bit more conceptual work on what "nocturnal" means)--they are intelligent, resourceful creatures, the adult versions of whom you do not want to corner.

Today's encounter also served as yet another piece of evidence that, though certainly an urban river where Scruffy and I walk it, the Little Arkansas still isn't fully urbanized. What happened to Scruffy and me today is not the reason people go to the park or walk along the river's banks. An implicit objective of the urban park is precisely that such things not happen to its visitors. If people want Nature, the not knowing what lies around the next bend, Riverside Park won't be very high on the list of possible destinations. That these encounters potentially can happen there, though, means that even here, on the edge of a business district, we can be startled into awareness, however briefly, that we haven't quite managed to fully fence Nature out of our versions of the world.

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

A stretch of river XLVII: Morning haiku

Image found here.

Flying, the heron's
feet punctuate the water:
An ellipsis trail.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

A stretch of river XLVI: Paradoxes

Ice layers forming around a rock, Lake Augusta, Augusta, Kansas. Taken last winter by The Mrs.

This morning, the temperature is officially 23 degrees. Snow is in the forecast for tomorrow and Thursday. So, we're not done with winter here in the still-cold heart of the mid-continent. By contrast, for some of my fellow bloggers, Spring is already well on in its business.

But that's not the paradox this post's title refers to.

Long ago, I once said in a post something to the effect that the Little Arkansas' surface is sometimes so calm that to describe it as being "smooth as glass" would be only a slight exaggeration; this morning's river (hmm . . . ) very much fit that description this sunrise. As Scruffy and I crossed the bridge over into the park, we could clearly see where the river's main channel lies: over along the apartment-side of the river. We could see this because of the flotsam moving on the surface, of course.

The flotsam this morning isn't trash but ice: small frozen sheets of water that have coalesced around some bit of something in the water, just as raindrops or snowflakes do. Thank God for (some) particulates, no? Anyway, along the shore, some of that ice was bunching up in eddies and around branches that hang into the water. You know the rest: if it stays cold long enough, those gatherings of ice-flotsam will grow and thicken and eventually spread across the river and prove once again to be a temptation to the Scruffmeister.

Okay, okay: the paradox. Just this: Ice, a symbol of the cessation of the water's motion, nevertheless revealing motion that, given the river's placid surface, would have been invisible to us. I have written about this idea before, though that time it headed in a different direction, as it were.

So, the ice. And the trees, their bare branches sounding like nothing so much as old bones when the wind causes them to strike each other, reaching into the sky pleading, it seemed, for the cold to be merciful: Spring's place-holders.

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

A stretch of river XLV: Seen through the front of the new neighborhood liquor store

Bottles of Night Train,
MD 20/20 line
the far wall, like milk.

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

A stretch of river XLIV: Scruffy as Ishmael

Scruffy longs for ice.

"Call him Scruffy--I do. On several occasions this winter--never mind how many; I've lost count--having no money whatsoever in his purse, and nothing particular (aside from his leash) to interest him in staying on the banks of the Little Arkansas, he thinks on occasion he will suddenly lunge forth when there is ice on the river and visit our small watery-but-frozen part of the world."--from a (very very) false start by Herman Melville.

Now: Scruffy being some sort of terrier mix, you'd think water would be something of an antithesis to his nature. But the elements don't stand in opposition to each other--and, after all, ice is water's version of earth, sort of, if you squint just right and haven't had your coffee yet.

Or maybe one doesn't have to squint too hard after all. Have a look at some more of Melville's (very very) false start on his great whaling book, when the author was uncertain whether to make the narrator the very thing he himself would wind up hunting:

Etymology
(Supplied by a middle-aged Instructor in English)

"While you take in hand to school others, and to teach them how "Scruffy" is to be called in our tongue, leaving out, through ignorance, the letter C pronounced hard, which almost alone maketh up the signification of the word, you deliver that which is not true." --Middle-aged Instructor in English.

scruff·y (skrÅ­f'Ä“) adj. (scruff·i·er, scruff·i·est) 1. Shabby; untidy. 2. Chiefly British Scaly; scabby. [From obsolete scruff, "scurf," variant of scurf; see scurf.]

*****

scurf /skÉœrf/ –noun 1. the scales or small shreds of epidermis that are continually exfoliated from the skin. 2. any scaly matter or incrustation on a surface. [Origin: bef. 1000; ME, OE < ON skurfa scurf, crust]

"Any scaly matter or incrustation on a surface," eh? Like ice, perhaps? Scruffy's abrupt strains on the leash are analogous to what Ishmael sees in the "story of Narcissus, who because he could not grasp the tormenting, mild image he saw in the fountain, plunged into it and was drowned. . . . It is the image of the ungraspable phantom of life . . ." Scruffy sees himself (figuratively speaking, of course) in the ice? Crust you are, and to crust you shall return?

The saner among you will think about all this much like Starbuck does as he confronts Ahab on the quarter-deck of the Pequod: you too will think Scruffy "a dumb brute" and thus see this as silliness at best. You'd be entitled, too. All I know is this: This dog is obsessed with river-ice in a way he is not when the water is ice-free. As much time as I spend with this animal, as well as I know him, he remains, in many ways--and perhaps ultimately--as inscrutable as the White Whale.

It's weird, is all I'm saying.

Nay: it tasks me. It is a mask to strike beyond.

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Monday, September 03, 2007

A stretch of river XLII: Signs, signs, everywhere a sign


Illustration from Ferdinand de Saussure's "Course in General Linguistics"

I see no sign that the Five Man Electrical Band was or is especially enamored of structuralism--or, for that matter, of post-structuralism. Still, recently it's been very hard for Scruffy and me to go on our twice-daily walk without the chorus of "Signs" popping into my head, at least--especially the chorus's perhaps not-so-rhetorical question.

Long-time and/or attentive readers of this blog know that a persistent theme in these Stretch of River posts is trying to make sense of stuff that I see along the river. That is the central activity of Structuralism. No news there. Here's the thing I've been pondering: how to make the distinction between things that mean and things that simply are. This is the territory of Wallace Stevens, another source of inspiration for good old Blog Meridian. The recent mornings' cooler weather signifies the approach of fall because I am familiar with calendars and weather patterns for North America and, for that matter, in my own experience I recollect the past well enough that I know that every year about this time the mornings begin to turn cooler. But at another level, these changes signify what I say they do only because I say they do, not because, so far as I know, they have any meaning apart from me. It helps to confirm that I am not mad that the general consensus among my fellow human beings is also that, yes, Fall is y-cumen in, but that still doesn't mean that the cooler weather means anything in and of itself. The planet is tilted on its axis, and as its position shifts relative to the sun its surfaces will gradually warm and cool. Those things are simply, irreducibly so--there is no further why (though Milton in Paradise Lost says, in effect, Are you sure about that?). The search for meaning, or for is-ness, for that matter, at times, bears some similarity to trying to reach the horizon. In some sense, myth and science seek to do the exact same thing: find Thoreau's firm foundation and rocks in place.

For example:
does it "mean" anything that on Friday morning at about 6:00, as we passed by the office building on the river, that in one of the corner offices we could see a TV playing a black-and-white film having something to do with boxing? The minute I ask the question, I imply that it does. But does it signify prior to my asking it? Sure, you say: it does for the person who is watching. But I could see no one watching the set (the back of the desk chair was turned toward the window). We could see the set long enough to assume that its showing that film wasn't an accident, but, well, we were just passing through, Scruffy's business being a rather more urgent concern than the puzzling-out of this mystery. How long a time need we have dallied to determine the deliberate--or accidental--nature of the film's being shown?

The moment was and remains a mystery it for me: it lacks a fixed explanation. In post-structural parlance, it is indeterminate. But while that implies that there is something inherent in the moment that makes it so, it's actually my not knowing that makes it so. This is where occurs the work of narrative, (very) broadly defined: the establishing of a causality that seeks to explain and thus remove or reduce a signifier's indeterminacy. Darwin's pondering of finches' beaks and Joan Didion's pondering of "shimmering" images in "Why I Write"--it's the exact same starting point. Something's unknowability has nothing to do with the thing itself.

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Friday, July 27, 2007

A stretch of river XLI: Dog Days

For more than a few days now, I've been looking about the river and the park on my twice-daily walks with the Scruffmeister, an eye out for something, anything, that might work itself into another post in this series. It is the summer, after all: the afternoons and evenings have seen lots of families, some with their dogs; the mornings have their share as well of people mowing and picking up trash, and some picking through the trash. And, of course, the geese and ducks have been doing duck and geese things. The small "Kansas Wildlife" exhibit has added a bobcat and two mink. So, it's not as though there's been nothing to see.

But this morning, as I was watching Scruffy, as he always does, preparing to poop in a manner that is a strange combination of a circling vulture and a golfer settling himself before putting, I thought, Well, it has been pretty hot of late--too hot for people or animals to be terribly interesting.

Allowing for the fact that I hadn't had my coffee when that thought occurred to me, it seemed to make sense.

We've had a couple of weeks now with temperatures in the 90s, no rain, and--rather odd for this part of the world--little breeze to speak of. So, the heat bears down on you, flattening out the will. To be interesting--that is, to behave interestingly--requires energy, and it's been too hot and dry for anyone or anything to be all that interesting. Even the river has been boring: One day back in May, when the Little Arkansas was a couple of feet higher than usual, I saw what looked like a dishwasher floating down it. Of late, though, it's been its usual well-behaved self. So, Wichita, my little bit of it, is rather dull right now. Hence, no Stretch of River posts. Except for this one, of course.

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When I moved here in August of 2000, Wichita was in the middle of a month-long stretch during which the temperature was over 100 degrees each day. My first day here, there was that heat and a steady (not gusting, steady) 30-mph wind. No shade, of course. What sort of demonstration model of Hell have I moved into? I wondered. The wind would not stop. No wonder some pioneer women went mad out here.

This summer, by comparison, has been mild. Officially, at least, it has yet to break 100 (though that will probably happen next month--August and September are the hot months here), and after a very wet and stormy spring we've had no rain in about a month. The heat builds up then tears down what few thunderheads we get each afternoon. Weirdness, interestingness, is going to suffer in such weather.

I apologize for posting a rather uninteresting post on the subject of how things around here have been rather uninteresting. But we go to the blog with the topics we have, not with the ones that we'd like to have.

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The next couple of weeks will be eventful, and maybe even interesting, for me and the Mrs. On Friday I begin a week-and-a-half-long road trip, first up to Topeka to see the Mrs., then to Austin to see my mother and meet my daughters there (they've been visiting relatives in Dallas and El Paso), and thence to Mobile, with an overnight stop in Houston to see my uncle. Then it's back up to Wichita. While all that's going on, Mrs. M. will begin moving her things down from Topeka into our new-to-us apartment. Yes: We'll be together under one roof. That pleases us not a little, as you can imagine.

Anyway, all this is a long way of saying that Blog Meridian will be "dark" for the next couple of weeks. While I'm away, I encourage you to have a look at old posts I've linked to under "Assemblages" and visit the many fine blogs I've linked to over in the right gutter. You could do worse than start with the blogs mentioned in this post.

As always, thank you for visiting and reading.

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

The Complete "A Stretch of River"

Once upon a time (June of 2005), Scruffy and I took a walk along a little creek just downhill from where we Meridians were living at the time, and I was so struck by what I was seeing and found myself thinking that I thought I'd blog about some of it. There are two posts from that time. Then in August of '05 we moved downtown to some apartments hard by the Little Arkansas River, and I thought I'd keep on writing the occasional post about the half-mile or so of river that Scruffy and I walk every morning and most evenings. Along the way, I've been surprised and flattered by the cumulative reaction to these posts, never more than with my most recent one, which no fewer than three different blogs have linked to. Well, okay: Three is a lot for this humble blog.

As it is with most surprising and good things, I can't say as I can account for just what it is that people seem to like in these posts, but some of them have suggested that it would be a good idea to gather them together in some way. That seems like a good idea to me. So, that is what this is.

Below the fold, the complete linklist for the "Stretch of . . . " posts, and over in the gutter I'll be posting a link to this post. And, of course, as new "Stretch of . . . " posts get written, I'll do my best to remember to add them to this list.

The attentive among you will note that it appears that posts XIII and XIV are missing. They are not; I just mis-numbered. Oh well.

Thanks to all of you for the kind words and encouragement. I hope you'll find something worth the trouble of clicking on the link.

A stretch of creek

Birds at Gypsum Creek

A stretch of river

A stretch of river II: An article and a frame

A stredtch of river III: The "regulars"

A stretch of river IV: Migrations and slow time

A stretch of river V: Clarity

A stretch of river VI: Ice

A stretch of river VI: Ice (part 2)

A stretch of river VII: On the indeterminacy of the sign

A stretch of river VIII: Diesel fumes as madeleine; or, Blurred borders

A stretch of river IX: Writers

A stretch of river X: Spring

A stretch of river XI: Not quite "MacArthur Park" . . .

A stretch of river XII: Wildness

A stretch of river XII: Cottonwoods in bloom(sday)

A stretch of river XV: The Ninety-Nine-Percent Doctrine

A stretch of river XVI: Wildlife species census

A stretch of river XVII: Nature

A stretch of riverXVIII: Eau d'Wet Dawg

A stretch of river XIX: Request post

A stretch of river XX: Two silhouettes

A stretch of river XXI: Resisting Thoreau

A stretch of river XXII: 37

A stretch of river XXIII: Curious things; curious about things

A stretch of river XXIV: Travels with Scruffy; or, My dog will call your dog

A stretch of river XXV: Haiku

A stretch of river XXVI: What matters

A stretch of river XVII: It was a beauteous evening

A stretch of river XXVIII: "Geography Songs;" or, "Nothing that is not there/And the nothing that is"

A stretch of river XXIX: Scruffy's past

A stretch of river XXX: A history lesson

A stretch of river XXXI: Roosting Crows

A stretch of river XXXII: Dog-walker in the snow

A stretch of river XXXIII: And the raven never flitting . . . "

A stretch of river XXXIV: An unstopped stopwatch

A stretch of river XXXV: "Here comes a frame-house down on the west side"

A stretch of river XXXVI: Good old Corot, and places to go

A stretch of river XXXVII: Distracted

A stretch of river XXXVIII: In which Scruffy and the Meridian read some history, with an assist from Richard Slotkin

A stretch of river XXXIX: Updating the wildlife census, and some thoughts on this blog's epigraph

A stretch of river XL: Wood ducks and their cold feet

A stretch of river XLI: Dog Days

A stretch of river XLII: Signs, signs, everywhere a sign

A stretch of river XLIII: Wind and Wallace Stevens

A stretch of river XLIV: Scruffy as Ishmael

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